It's offical

The doctor called this morning & the blood test came back positive, so we are offically pregnant.  I will post more tomorrow, b/c I gotta run it's time to go home. 

OMG BFP!!!!!

I am shocked, scared, nervous... After 2 years of trying to get pregnant on our own the 1st time & then finally having to go medically get assistance we got pregnant & now this?!?!?! Holy cow.  If this is true & this takes then the EDD will be October 7 which is a day before our anniversary. 

TGIF!!

I am so truly happy it's Friday (finally).  We so far this week this is what happened last weekend poor Addi girl got a fever starting last Friday afternoon & did not let up until Monday afternoon.  Saturday night I was awaken at 2am by Addi & she was burning up I took her temp & It was up to 105.1.  I didn't know what to do for the poor girl.  We called the doc, but they never called back.  I gave her meds & then just held her in my bed & rocked her for a bit & then layed her back in her crib & she went back to sleep, but mommy didn't b/c I couldn't help sitting there thinking I should take her to the ER.  I ended up taking her into the ER on Sunday night b/c her temps were 103 & above.  The ER was ridiculous!!! They took a urine sample & checked her ear & throat & said she was fine (go figure at that time she didn't have a temp b/c I just gave her meds) ok I understand that but the reason I brought her in was b/c she was not drinking & I was terrified of dehydration.  Whatever, took her home & she went to bed.  Monday morning she woke up w/ a fever of 103.6 & I went to work & DH called the doctor & they wanted us to bring her in so I left early & took her in & go figure by that time her fever was gone & when they took it, it was 97.4 (rectal), WTH but I was relieved, but kinda made me feel like I was making it all up.   So we go home & she didn't get another fever since Monday morning.  Tuesday the Nanny calls to tell me she's got a rash all over her, so it confirms what I that it could have been Roseola, as of today her rash is 95% gone now we just pray that Joey doesn't get it or if he's going to please get it before his birthday party next Saturday. 

Well I turned another year older (36) on Tuesday 1/25, happy birthday to me... bah hum bug. LOL.  So I've been doing weight watchers for 2.5 weeks now & when I went to my meeting Tuesday 1/25 I lost 4.4lbs for a total of 5lbs in two weeks.. Yeah me, way to go. 

Well that's about it for the week.  This weekend we have to clean house & I mean clean.  We're having the twins 1st birthday party at our house & it's going to be on their actual birthday 2/5.  My sister has volunteered to watch them at her house tomorrow for a few hours so we can clean.  So other then cleaning this weekend that's my only plans.  Oh & hoping AF shows up here... or we might have 3 under two soon.  My AF is acutally due today I'm at CD29.  I think DH might go nuts.

New Year New Me

Ok, so I've had enough... I went & joined weight watchers on 1/11/11.  I cannot believe how much I weigh.  I am seriously only about less then 10lbs from where I was when I was 9 months pregnant w/ twins.  This is just disgusting.  So anyways I went to my meeting yesterday 1/18 and I only lost .6 lbs, not even a full damn pound.. WTF! Anyways in a way it is my fault b/c I did kinda bad w/  my eating and keeping track of the points b/c I didn't have access to their website or a book of how much the points are worth.  Well I am officially a member & now I have access so I have no excuse to not know the correct pointsplus value of whatever I am eating.  I WILL do better this week & I am going to start going to the gym again, just have to figure out when.  I am thinking Monday morning I'll start fresh.

Anywho on to the twins! I finally got their birthday invites in the mail today, yes today.  I am so horrible.  I have to start thinking about things I want to get for the party.  We decided to have it at our house & invited about 25 people on their actual birthday 2/5.  I just have to figure out what I'm going to do.  I will have to admitt I am so bad when it comes to organizing parties & I feel sorry for my kids b/c of this.  I know they will only be a year & won't remember anything, but I want it to be a fantastic one.  I'm so affraid that noone will show up or I won't have anything done.  I have ALOT to do in the next 17 days.

Ok so on to planning.....

Oh & Joey is offically walking..

Happy New Year 2011

Well it's the start of a new year!!!!  My year has actually been crap so far, but that's another story in itself.  Well the ending to 2010 I was greated w/ oh so great AF on 12/31.  We had alot of fun went to a neighbors house w/ the twins & they enjoyed their first new years eve, but I ended up putting them in the spare bedroom & they fell asleep which I really don't know how they slept w/ all the noise, but they are my little perfect angels.  Anyways I had way to much fun I drank a bottle of wine by myself & did a shot & yeah I ended up paying for it the next day.  I couldn't keep anything down Saturday morning not even water it was coming from both ends (sorry TMI).  I know now why I don't miss hang overs, b/c it's been a long time since I've had one like that & I don't want another one EVER (it's not worth it).  Plus having to take care of the twins by myself that morning wasn't easy.  So w/ that said, I'm done drinking like that....

Well........the twins will be 11 months old tomorrow 1/5/11. OMG, I cannot believe it they will be a year in a month.  Where in the heck did the time go?  I already really, really miss the way they were when they were born.  I really need to decide what were going to do for the birthday, the clock is ticking on this now.  2010 was the best year of my life b/c my little miracles entered my world & changed my whole life around.  I love them more & more every day I see them.