Well Jake is now 9 months & he's been taking steps for about a month now. He's getting sooo big. He was diagnosed with asthma & is on Singular & arbuteral (sp?). He goes back tomorrow to see if his lungs have cleared up. The twins have also been diagnosed w/ the beinging stage of asthma, but it seems to effect them when they get colds it goes right into their chests & that's when the problems arrise.
The twins are still majorly in the terrible two stage & not getting better, LOL. I'm working on trying to get Joey potty trained. Addi is doing great w/ her potty. She only wears a pull up at night time now (not even for naps anymore).
Anyways, I have been truly stressed out so bad. It is not easy taking care of 3 kids two & under & all the other mom's that do I truly envy you!!!! I am still on Zoloft from my diagnosis of PPD, but it doesn't seem to work as well as it should. It helps me not cry at the drop of a hat but I just lose it to much. Sometimes I just feel like the most horrible mother ever & I feel terrible for my kids. I absolutely love them to death, but sometimes they just get me so upset that I feel like a lunatic b/c I have to yell at them at the top of my lungs. I will admitt I am truly depressed & I do hide it to much from my friends & family. Sometimes I wish there was someone I can truly talk to w/o feeling like an idiot exposing myself.
Oh & for the weightloss I've been doint good but for I seem like I am stuck & just cannot get below this 270 mark. I still have 100lbs I need to lose & this is so depressing. I do not like getting in pictures or even looking at myself b/c I'm so disgusted I let these pregnancies get so out of hand w/ my weight. I do go to the gym & started running again, but then I sprained my knee & was off for 3 weeks & just started getting back to the grind last week.
Well I can go on & On about this summer, but since I finally have a chance to get on the laptop so I better go check out my other websites I haven't visited in awhile.
Until next time..................
Here are some pictures, I couldn't take much b/c my camera isn't waterproof (which will be my next purchase) since I was in the water 95% of the time I couldn't have it on me.
Barge Party 2012...
