Co-Irkers

Sometimes my one coworker really makes me want to throw up.  There is this lady that I swear to you either bi-polar or parinoid schizophrenic & forget to take her meds everyday or needs to be put on meds.  I have never worked w/ anyone that has lived a very parinoid life.  Everything that anyone does is always out to get her some way or another.  You don't even have to be talking to her or about her & then all of sudden she'll start going crazy b/c everyone is out to get her.   UGH, she makes coming to work HELL everyday.  To add to it she doesn't have any work to do so she gets one my nerves even more & it gives her more time to sit & get more parinoid over things. 

Anywho.... I need to stop stressing.  I need this pregnancy to be stress free not like my last.  She had me so pissed that I started getting cramps & we don't want problems because of a crazy bitch. 

So I turned 6 weeks last Friday 2/11 (whoo Hoo) coming along week by week very slowly but making progress.  Yesterday & today I've been feeling very nauseous to the point that I wanna throw up.  My lower back has been killing me but I've been taking tylenol for that (which personally I do not like doing).  So other then that, thats been about it. 

As for the twins Addie has started walking more but it's still not a constant thing, but she's making progess & she just laughs like crazy when she does walk.  It's too cute.  Joey has become an expert walker now.  Saturday we took them for blood work & that has to be the worst thing to do to a child.  I took Addie back for hers and she  cried & screamed & just the look in her eyes was so heart breaking.  She kept trying to grab me w/ her other hand & I felt so helpless.  I made DH take Joey in to get his & I heard him crying & screaming from the waiting room which make me want to cry.  But we all made it thru it & no one to their 1 year appointment this Thursday 2/17, which will be more crying w/ the shots they'll be getting.  But the shots aren't so bad b/c it's one stick & their done but w/ the blood drawls the lady had to move the needle around in their arms to find that vein & I know how that sometimes hurts me & I'm not even phased by needles. 

Oh........ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY......

Offically 1 years old!!! :-(

Well it's offical the twins are one!!!  It's so sad, but exciting.  The birthday party was a hit & they did great.  It was a very exhausting day for them & also for momma!  More & more they are growing up every day.  I cannnot get enough of just sitting there watching them & watching them mature. 

So here are a couple pictures from the birthday party. 

5w today ~a bit anxious

I know I'm only 5w exactly & I'm still nervious as hell that something isn't going to go right.  I constantly am runing to the bathroom & not just to pee but to check to see if I'm bleeding.  I'm so scared of losing this pregnancy b/c it's still odd that I got pregnant w/o the doctor's help, it just doesn't seem real. 

So far today the things I've been feeling different are sore boobs but mostly only when I touch them & adversion to food, I really haven't been eating like I probably should be.  I have lost interest in my morning coffee's.  By the end of the day I feel so bloated & like I want to explode & I cannot get a solid night of sleep & it's not b/c I'm up going to the bathroom all night b/c I haven't experienced that yet, but I'll wake up every hour on the hour & sometimes I'll fall right back to sleep but others I'll just lay there & cannot sleep.  Last night was alittle better I didn't get up every hour.  I also noticed I've already started snoring & so loud that I to wake myself up & my throat is sore.  A weird symptom I'm surprise I'm already experiencing is my legs/claves/thighs/butt/hips/love handles all feel like they have bruises really bad.  They are sore when I touch them almost like my boobs are.  I have been having major mood swings & I totally feel back for the twins & DH. 

Ugh this wait till 3/8 is going to be a long one that is my first appointment.

So I have lots to do this weekend as of 5pm tonight I'm going to be running around like crazy getting things ready for the twins B-day party tomorrow & then Super Bowl on Sunday. 

Still dumbfounded!!

I still cannot come to terms that we are pregnant again!!! I never thought this would be possible especially with what we had to go thru last time.  I will say we are truly double blessed for a second time.  There must be a reason.  I constantly still am checking to make sure I haven't started my period b/c at some points it feels like I might have, but (thankfully) we're still going strong.  I really hope that this is a healthy pregnancy & nothing goes wrong b/c this IS my last chance.  I will be 5 weeks pregnant tomorrow & though I'm still very, very early I'm praying it holds.  I have accepted that I'm pregnant & we're happy now.  I don't go to see my OB until 3/8, which is going to kill me to wait that long.  It's not like last time when we were on fertility drugs & IUI's so we were being very closely monitored & got lots of U/S.   We are just hoping that it's one very healthy baby in there.

So far I've been nauesous & lost interest in food (haven't been eating much, but I'm trying to eat healthy b/c I don't need to gain any weight, I'm over weight still) my boobs just started getting sore & just yesterday my legs/thighs/hips/butt/back feel like they have bruises all over them when I touch them. 

Tonight we are going to look at two different vehicles the KIA Seronto & GMC Terrain we need something that will fit 3 car seats.  I liked the KIA w/ the 3rd row seat, but there is no room for storage.  I haven't look at the Terrain yet but they don't offer a 3rd row so the seats will have to fit across the back.  We'll see what happens.

So for the twins they are doing great.  Joey's still walking & Addi is not she actually walks on her knees, it's kinda cute.  We are getting ready for the 1st birthday party this weekend, I've got lots to do in the next 3 days.  Then Sunday is Super Bowl & I'm so very excited that my team is in it. 

GOOoooooooooooooooo